Who am I?

I thought i knew who i was, well for the most part. But what happens when your whole life is turned upside down and everything you once knew is ripped to shreds? Who are you after that? Am i who i thought i was, did I ever know myself?

These are some of the many questions I find myself thinking over and over again since the beginning of this year (2019) when the love of my life told me they didn’t know or think they were in love with me anymore. How do you take that when you thought you had found the one. It has been 6 months and i still don’t know.

It’s really hard to try and write something when you can’t even get the thoughts in your head together or in order. How are you meant to put it all down in writing and it still make sense. Oh well here I go. It has to be better than keeping it all in my head right?

I was really in my head about writing a blog because what will people think, will they think I am an attention seeker, will people be nosy and gossip about me? All of that doesn’t matter, what matters is getting myself back and getting to a place where i feel happy again and maybe this will help me on that journey.

With love,